♥ 失望 + 失望 + 失望... = ?? ♥

对它的失望 + 失望 + 失望... = ??

它就像一桶又一桶的冷水。。。
毫不留情的泼向我。。。

它慢慢的在把我心中的那把烈火。。。
一点一点的熄灭。。。

它总让我觉得。。。
也让一些人觉得。。。
它一点都不珍惜我们。。。

它总让我们觉得。。。
我们那么努力的为它拚命。。。
是理所当然的。。。
所以它可以无视我们的努力。。。

接着，它还会让我们再次失望吗？
这次，它会让我彻彻底底的对它失望吗？
还是，它能再次的点燃我心中的那把烈火？

♥ I think I gonna miss it.... ♥

Going to move to new office so so soon...
New office = New environment...
It feel like I'm going to join a "new" company...
I think I gonna miss my "ex- office"...

Been going to that place for 3 & 1/2 year everyday except weekends & holiday...
I think I gonna miss all my friendly & nice nice colleagues...
We used to doing our work in a "pack' office...
But in the new office there are only few of us...

I do complain that my "Ex- office" is hot because there are too many people...
I do complain that the toilet is dirty cos too many people are using it...
I do complain about a lot of thing about my "ex - office" ...

But now, I think I gonna miss it..
I gonna miss all the laughter, the fun of working in that "sardine" office...
I think I gonna miss this few words....
"Kawan-kawan... tolong keluar system sekejap!!"...
Haha... Really funny...


I think I gonna miss a lot of thing about my 'ex-office"...
I think I really gonna miss it...

♥ Jun's Birthday ♥

Jun's Birthday fall on Saturday this year...
Thinking of giving him surprise but din really work out 100% as I plan...
Moving from Plan A to Plan B, then from Plan B to Plan C...
Hmm... Need to make some "Improvement" in the following year...
Hope that Jun enjoy his "BIG DAY"...
Wish ya all dreams come true , dear!! ^_^

♥ Thinking... ♥

Recently have been thinking about a lot of thing...
Career, study, life, future, bla bla bla...

Career...
Seeing others are doing well...
Start to think...
Should I stick with my current condition?
Should I just stay at current place for the whole of my life!?
Or I should take a "daring" step...
Step out from my safety zone...
I don't know what is awaiting me outside my secure zone...
But taking this step will definitely make a big impact in my life...
It will really make a big different...

Study...
I gonna try my best to pass my part 3 paper as soon as possible...
How long it will take?
2 years? 3 years? Or more?
2 years...
In 2 years time...
I will try my best to pass all of them...
So wait & see...

Life...
Trying to make my life more interesting everyday...
Trying to learn more thing as day pass by...
Trying to love people around me more everyday...
Trying to tighten the relationship with my loves one, more & more everyday...
Trying...

Future...
How it will look like...
In the next tow year?
How will it look like after 5 year?
How about after 10 year? 20 year? 30 year & on & on?

Thinking....