♥ 2009 ♥

After 10 more hours, it come to the end of the year of 2009. Hmm... One year pass. How I feel? Honestly speaking, pretty scare because time is passing so fast, and yet I still the old me, no much changes, no much improvement.

2009 is not a bad year for me. My study? Haha... Well, I said I gonna finish part 2 this year but I have to wait till February 2010 to know that whether I achieve this goal or not. Relationship? Friends? Family? All fine. Work? Not much changes. The worst thing that happen this year is that our beloved uncle leave us forever, we all gonna miss him.

~ 2009 recap ~

CNY. Enjoy hanging around with all my friends, is good to have you guys as friends.


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Valentine's Day. Thanks Jun for giving me such a wonderful day. Thanks~~ ^_^


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2009 company annual dinner. Sweet colleagues.


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My lovely Dou Zi.


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This is how Jun & his "brothers" celebrate National Day. Sooooooo Patriotic!!


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Borneo Tropical Rainforest Trip. I really enjoy this trip. It's FUN!! ^_^


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Enjoy my birthday. Thanks everybody for all the birthday wishes & presents. ^_^


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Sri Aman, Batu Lintang trip. It's a tiring trip, but is a new experience for me. :p


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Durian Feast. This look funny, but everybody enjoy it.


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This two teddy is for Mei Mei & Tong Tong. They are sooo cute. But Tong Tong move to Kuching in the month of November 2009. Miss her.


Hope everybody enjoy year 2009.

Well, 2010 is coming in few hours,
Wish everybody HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

♥ The Power of Chocolate ♥

Today, a small pack of chocolate from a friend cheer my day up. Thanks pal!! ^_^

- A Chocolate a day, keep blueness away!! -

♥ Just a simple conversation ♥

Just now I met a friend at FB. Actually not really close with him during secondary school, just that we are using the same school bus to school everyday. We do chat for a while, it's just a simple conversation between old friends but it did make me think about lot of things.

Most of the conversation between old friends start with asking "How are you? Fine?". Then, bla, bla, bla....

T : When u wan marry? (Many friends like to ask this question)

Me : Haven la... Still early.

T : Wah.. U are super woman... (Excuse me, I'm not super woman just I not dare to think about it, not ready for all thing stuff yet.)

Me: No la...

T : ....

Me:.....

T : Do you have any wish haven't come true?

Me: Nope.. I think...

T : No wish, no dreams also?

Me: Haha.. don't know o... Haha...

T : Lol.. U have to plan for next year liao...

Me: Haha.. Now feel like blur... Time past sooo fast... (It really do make me feel scare.)

T : Ya lo.. So can't waste your time liao... (Ya... I think I do waste a lot of time.)

Me: Haha.. Then what's you plan for next year?

T : Em... Buy car, then buy house. (It's really good!!)

Me: Wah.. Big dream!!

T : Not big dream la.. but at least got a dream.

Me: Haha... Then I also should think about it liao... (Seriously, I really have to think about my dream. )

T : Ya lo.. You should think about it liao.. At least got a target to fight for.

Me: Em.. correct also. Thanks for the advise!! (Really thanks for giving me these advice. It really do "Wake me up"!! )

Its just a simple conversation but it really make me think about a lot of think. I should learn to grow up, should accept the fact that I'm no longer a kid anymore. (Since kid, I kinda hate growing up. Maybe that why... My body size is... =.=') I should think about a target to fight for!!


"HAVING A DREAM ISN'T STUPID; DOESN'T HAS ONE THAT CALL STUPID!!"

♥ KFC ♥

Today, I went for lunch with dear at KFC. It was two something already I guess, but KFC was full, crowded!! While dear ordering food, I try to observe all the people around me. Some of them are family, some are couples & etc.

While waiting, I heard the kids that sat behind me were gossiping. They talk so loud, even until I can hear clearly about what they are talking about!! But they look happy, really miss that kind of life, no worry...

Then I saw a mum teaching her son playing a game boy that they just bought. Sitting in front of me, is a guy. Having his lunch alone. It make me feel that, I'm luckily that there are someone with me.

Then I realize one thing. For those dating couple, the person that order the food will always be the guys. The girls will always be the one that sitting & waiting for the food to be send to their table. However, for those married couple, is a different story. Wife is the one that making order, husband is the one that waiting for the foods to be send to their table. It make me remember what CEO tell us during last CNY. He say that, "Before marry, the boy friend & the girl friend will always walk together. Once married, the husband will walk in front while the wife will be left behind. " Funny, isn't it?

I should be glad that I'm a Malaysian. In this country, at least there is no war, no disaster & people tend to be friendly.

Well, once again wish everybody Merry X'mas & Happy New Year!! ^_^

♥ Christmas Eve ♥

Christmas Eve, is the day for party!! Especially youngster, for them Christmas Eve is the night for them to celebrate - orgiastic party, clubbing, etc...

How about me? Wake up by Lok Zai early in the morning to help him on the PC. Then spending the whole day at home, enjoying my lovely holiday. Night time, went to Alfresco for dinner. Then sit there for the whole night, looking people that walk pass, listen songs, chatting & waiting for CY to meet us at Alfresco (kinda boring, right? Haha... ). But, we end up meeting CY at roadside - accident happen to him. Luckily nobody get hurt, but his car was send to the "Hospital" for "Medical Treatment". After that incident, gathering dismiss. (Don't think most of us still got the mood for count down)

This year I didn't buy any present for dear. But, I make a card for him. It's simple but it really take me a lot of time to finish it. (I not really good in art, hope he like it!!). Actually last year I do try make a card but it is really H-O-R-R-I-B-L-E!!

Here, wish everyone MERRY CHRISTMAS!! ENJOY YOU HOLIDAY!! ^_^

♥ 冬至 ♥

Today is 冬至. After "Tong Festival", a new year will be coming. Every year on this day, my mum sure will tell me that I'm growing a year older, big girl already...

This " 汤圆 " is the hard work of my cute little mei. Look nice?

Wish you all 冬至快乐 !! ^_^

✖ Human, more scary than ghost? ✖

When reading newspaper, I see this phase, “人的恐怖， 在于心机，是真正的各怀鬼胎。” After having a deep thought about this phase, feel that what the author saying is true. The article also mention, "Ghost are not scary at all, they are helpless, but sometime humans are much more scarier than them."

Nowadays, people tend to hide their face or their true feeling behind a fake mask. They may be good in front of you, but at your back, they might be a different person. They might talk bad thing about you, or they might hate you, until they wanna to tear you apart whenever they see you. But yet, you would never realize it because they are too good in pretending, too well in hiding their ugly face.

Instead of pretending, life might be much happier without wearing those ugly masks. Before hating or blaming people, please rethink, are the things that you do correct or not? Before saying people are bad guy, please rethink; are you the bad guy too?

Try to treat people with a true heart, people will feel it. Then, in return what we will get is a bunch of true friends. Friends that will always supports us & backup us when we are in deep trouble, true friends that will always be with us all the time...

✖ SDO-X Summer Passion ✖

This is one of the online game that i use to play.
But recently didn't really active.
Whenever I feel down, sad or even stress,
I will log in to the game,
Lock myself in a room,
Listen to the same song over & over again...
Until I feel like wanna stop...

✖ At this moment ✖

At this moment, I don't really know how I feel, didn't really in a good mood. Whole afternoon feel like wanna to scold people, especially when others make noise beside me, I tend to feel more angry.Even my favorite Mei Mei also can't really cheer me up. Lok Zai is the person that keep on "kena the bullet" because he is the one that keep on make noise beside me.

Tend to think more when the night is getting darker & darker. The feel of unsecured is now hunting me. I didn't really like this feel, I really hate it. This feeling really make me lost my direction. Can you go away, please?

Feel like wanna to do something crazy, to realize out all these bad feeling. Coz I REALLY HATE IT!!

♥ Yoga ♥

Yesterday, I went for Yoga class. I have been learning Yoga for almost one year.(Actually, I learn cardio as well :P ) I thought I will give up Yoga after few months. But till now, I still learning it.

People tends to ask: "Ei... how you think about Yoga ar?". Then the answer that you will always get is: " Yoga ar... so boring le, so slow... ". Hmm... Yoga might be a bit boring for me sometime. Just like people always say, Yoga is slow, is boring. When learning Yoga, concentration is very important. In other words, it mean relax your mind, don't think of anything. This is hard for me, I tend to think a lot of thing. At the end, I fail to perform those posture properly. Another thing is, I like to look around during Yoga class, observing how people performing those posture, & their expression.

Then, why I still learning it? Honestly speaking, Yoga do have a lot of advantages. First of all, Yoga help us relax. It free your mind from all the tension that you face whole day. I always feel energetic after Yoga class. Secondly, it boots up one person's confident!! This is really true. I do feel more confident about myself after learning Yoga. Last but not least, KEEP FIT & SHAPING!! Girls, Yoga really good in shaping your body & it make you look more LADY!! Haha...


Well, this is how I think about Yoga. Yoga, you rock!!

Night

The night is approaching. Actually, i didn't really like night time. I don't like the unsecured feel that it gave me. I always feel scare during night time. When I feel down, I will always feel even worst when the night is approaching.

In movie, scary creatures tend to hunt their prey at night. They wait for their prey in the darkness, get their prey out of the blue. Then.... tear them apart. I ever watch a movie call "30 Days of Night". In the movie, a isolated town is plunged into a state of complete darkness for 30 days. Then, here come a group of unwelcome strangers - the vampires. They take advantages of the darkness to feed themselves & destroy the town. However, good guy always win, the hero take the vampires down, but scarify himself.

However, night is not that bad when I am not alone. I do have some sweet memory that happen at night time. The most funny one is "THE MUSHROOMS THAT MOVE DURING NIGHT TIME". Can you believe that? My cousin & I actually believe that the mushrooms that grow at our backyard are moving when the night is approaching. We do check on the mushrooms, but I don't think the mushrooms are moving. :p

Night is an element of nature. So, I shouldn't feel scare of it. View it from a different angle, maybe I can see the different, a good side of the darkness.... Wakaka..... ^_^

♥ She ♥

She is an ordinary girl.

She is thin, but she like to eat.
Her favorite food is pizza, chocolate, cake, etc.
She like to read.
Her favorite book include Harry Potter, Twilight Saga, etc.
She like to read comic too.
Her favorite comic is Crayon Shin Chan.
She also like to watch drama, movie & anime.
She watch all the drama & movie, as long as fit her taste.
Her favorite amine is Bleach. (Like Ichigo as well as Toshiro)
She like to learn.
She has a pet call " 豆子 ". ( is a tortoise)
She is shy, stubborn, & tend to think a lot.
She can think about anything. (Sometime till she wanna hit her head against the wall!!)
She is not a good story teller, but she can be a good listener.
She like to go near to natural more than anything else.
She like to go to beach, even jungle instead of big, busy city.
Well, her name is Angela. ^_^


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