Sunday, September 19, 2010

♥ Recently ♥


Have been quite a long time I din update my blog...
Trying to keep myself busy with my life...
Holiday full of activities...
Gathering, sushi, wedding dinner, k singing, Raya open house...
But deep in my heart, something is dying slowly...
But everything seem to be OK with me!!
My job, my relation, my study...
They are fine!!
Fine, fine, FINE!!
But something is really, seriously, missing!!

Until today, I hop into the blog of my lecturer...
Telling his entrepreneurial and personal development story...

Then I realize...
I think I know what is actually happen to me...
My job!!
Have been working at the same company for 4 years...
Now, I start to feel that the passion that I used to have in my job is slowly "depreciate" over time...
My self-confident, my enthusiasm are dying with those "depreciate" passion as well...
Now, I'm searching for a way out...
Trying hard...
Feel like wanna shout out loud....
" Can somebody show me the way out?"
Kinda feel like I'm lost...
Start to become more and more frustrated with myself...

I think I know what I'm looking for...
I'm looking for a challenging jobs..
The job that can fulfill my ego, my pride....
But I know now is not the right time for me to make the change...
I need to wait, waiting for the right time and the right opportunity...
Start wandering...
Entrepreneurial?
Not a bad idea... huh?